I was lying in bed thinking about Kakyoin recently and why out of all the characters in Jojo's, it's his death that affects me the most. I realized that it was in part because the ending of SDC happened around the same time my father was admitted to the ICU for his cancer the first time.
It was a very hard time in my life and I'll admit I was over dramatic about Kakyoin's death when it happened on-screen, but ultimately the sadness I felt the first time watching him die ended up getting mixed in with the first inklings of my father starting the process of dying and my family dynamic starting to crumble.
Ever since then, I've started using him a lot in my vent art about how I feel about grief and my father's passing. It's weird, but ultimately it helps.
In other news, I'm slowly trying to figure out Instagram. I've never felt so much like an old fuck than I do now.
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